I haven’t posted in a while, a long time, and there have been reasons for that, which makes it unfortunate that I have to start posting again.
At the very end of May, I got a job, a good job, something I have always wanted to do, which is writing. I love writing, and have done since I was a child, which is part of why I started a blog. So I could write.
Well at the end of September, I lost that job, I was made redundant. Which sounds okay, because it means I wasn’t fired.
What it does mean though is I lost something good. I lost something which gave me a good routine, that got me out of the house 5 days a week, that meant I didn’t sit at home all day, sitting alone, just watching random stuff on Netflix, sinking further and further into depression.
It is a nightmare. I feel like I lost a piece of myself.
I felt like I was achieving something, I was doing something that made me look accomplished in my parents eyes.
I am so embarrassed.
So it looks like I need to start posting here again. So, hey everyone!!
I hope you have all been okay x