Can anyone else feel themselves being annoying?
Because I can.
I can feel myself just saying simple things and knowing that people have just had enough of me talking.
I am trying to be nice. I am trying to let my dad know that he doesn’t have to stay awake because I am awake. But I just feel like I am annoying when I say anything. Its awful and soul crushing.
I feel like I can’t stop.
I need validation.
I want to connect with my family.
It makes me sad that I feel like the ultimate black sheep.
I don’t really know what to do. I am just being myself and it feels like I and an irritant and an annoying. Goodbye self confidence. They are my parents and I don’t even feel comfortable half the time. It sucks!
Edit: Has anyone ever said something, then told themselves to just shut up because their opinions are “invalid”?