Downward Spiral

You know that feeling?

The one where you can feel your self getting a little more depressed each day. Even though to those around you, you are fine and happy.

The one where you start to realise you are either have ridiculous insomnia or you sleep over 12 hours.

The one where you can feel your impulses getting worse and worse. And you keep doing stupid things that you wouldn’t do in any other situation. But you do it anyway.

The one where your eating habits become all irregular, you either eat everything, or nothing. 

That’s my situation right now. The worst part of it is that I can’t do anything about it. It’s happening. There is no way to stop it. 

This is my life now..