Losing control

There is nothing scarier than knowing that you are going downhill and back into the darkness and not being able to do anything about it.

Dark thoughts are intimidating, scary and uncontrollable.

No one really understands the pull sadness has on you.

I am still functioning, I got up, dressed and went into college, but inside I feel empty and like I am a massive void of nothing.

I am good at social cues, I know when to laugh, I know when to smile and nod and I know when a response it required. I am good at pretending to be normal I am good at hiding.

When in reality I am falling deeper into the darkness and I can’t alway pull myself out.

Advertisements

One thought on “Losing control

Leave a Reply

Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s