There is nothing scarier than knowing that you are going downhill and back into the darkness and not being able to do anything about it.
Dark thoughts are intimidating, scary and uncontrollable.
No one really understands the pull sadness has on you.
I am still functioning, I got up, dressed and went into college, but inside I feel empty and like I am a massive void of nothing.
I am good at social cues, I know when to laugh, I know when to smile and nod and I know when a response it required. I am good at pretending to be normal I am good at hiding.
When in reality I am falling deeper into the darkness and I can’t alway pull myself out.