Not feeling myself

It started on Tuesday – I was okay, I did my morning college routine, left, but when I got about half way there, it’s like I changed.

I didn’t feel comfortable in my own skin, I didn’t look like myself in any reflection, it’s like all my thoughts weren’t my own. At one point I got irrationally angry (I am aware now that it is irrational) at a complete stranger because of the way she was walking and the shoes she had chosen to wear.

I was concerned about this reaction and how I could rationalise doing something about it. So I just turned around and went straight home again.

It was a horribly bizarre experience

The only problem is that the feelings have continued all throughout the week. I just haven’t felt right. Like nothing I am doing is of my own accord.

It’s so difficult to explain without sounding crazy, but it’s now Thursday night and the feelings haven’t gone. I don’t know if I should be concerned or worried.

It’s all so unusual to me. 

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